Come on don’t lie to yourself, you know that life is not perfect and it’s not like in fairy tales, each and every one of  use are struggling and wish to change a lot of things, each one of use are looking for a bright future and to change their lives and make it perfect .

It also amazes me how we complain about things that we do to ourselves and maybe don’t even know that what we did could hurt someone else, why are people heartless? Why are people bad? Why are people changing?.. We keep asking these questions when WE ARE THE PEOPLE! .. We do these things to each other, this is life and you have no choose but to survive, no matter how people are bad, rude or heartless be sure that it’s not what they really want, they don’t want to be this way.

The problem is we do things without thinking; we just make decisions without thinking of the others. Okay lets imagine something together.. you where walking in the street with your friends laughing and joking around, then you saw a man holding a plastic bag with bread in it and your friends dared you to steal the bread .. so you ran towards the man and took the plastic bag from his hands and ran away .. I’m sure you would think ” come on its just a piece of bread it won’t bother, the important thing is that I won “. Didn’t you think what happened to the man ? … Didn’t you think how hard he worked to get money to buy the bread? … Didn’t you think that maybe his children are hungry and waiting for their dad to come back home so they can eat? … you don’t know what’s going on in people’s lives,  because we all try show everyone that everything is fine when it’s really not.

There are good days and bad days, there are bad people and good people .. this is life !
and we all fake a smile through the bad days I’m sure of that because no one wants people to see him weak or broken.

How can we make this world a better place ? … I can tell you but I know that we won’t change cause sadly we are used to this life  …
I won’t bring anything new at all and I won’t make things up from my mind, I’ll just remind you of our religion and what it urges us to do, simple things that we can’t do these days for no reason …

عن أنس بن مالك رضي الله عنه خادم رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم قال :
( لايؤمن أحدكم حتى يحب لأخيه ما يحب لنفسه ) ، رواه البخاري و مسلم

if we all treat each other the way we want to be treated would you think that there would be any heartless people ? would there be people hurt from others ?!

قال صلى الله عليه وسلم ( تبسمك في وجه أخيك صدقة )

When you see someone smile at you what do you feel ? … do you think if you smiled at people there would be hate in the world?

قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم: ” استوصوا بالنساء خيرا، فإن المرأة خلقت من ضلع، وإن أعوج ما في الضلع أعلاه، فإن ذهبت تقيمه كسرته، وإن تركته لم يزل أعوج، فاستوصوا بالنساء” متفق عليه

If people started to respect women and know that they are the reason that they are all alive do you think that there would be injustice?

عن أبي هريرة رضي الله عنه أن رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم قال: “المسلم أخو المسلم , لا يظلمه , ولا يخذله , ولا يحقره , التقوى ههنا , التقوى ههنا , التقوى ههنا , ويشير إلى صدره , بحسب امرئ من الشر أن يحقر أخاه المسلم . كل المسلم على المسلم حرام : دمه وعرضه وماله” .. رواه مسلم

If we all stood with each other and didn’t let anyone hurt us do you think there would be wars? Do you think innocent children would die every day?

قال النبي صلى الله عليه وسلم “إن الله لا ينظر إلى صوركم وأموالكم ولكن ينظر إلى قلوبكم وأعمالكم ” رواه مسلم

If we always put in our minds that god won’t ask us how much money we have in the bank or how we look but he will ask us about our hearts and intentions would you think that we would be bad people or steal or do anything wrong?

These are just some of what Prophet Mohammed ( peace be up on him) said .. and sadly I don’t see these things in people these days, that doesn’t mean we are bad, it means that we need to think, we need to know what these simple things can prevent disasters.
I wrote this note not only for you, I wrote it to myself too …
we need to be reminded and we need change!

The party was wild!! Everyone was going crazy, after everyone left Jack said ” Becky I gotta go”. ” Go now ? Jack come on stay a little longer” Becky said. ” Babe I cant, I’m so dizzy and tired” Jack said. ” then how are you gonna drive? Jack your drunk !!” Becky said. ” No I’m not don’t worry .. ok c u later hun <3 ” then he left. Jack got in his car and went home, he was speeding and very dizzy then … Suddenly the car fell of the road and it hit a tree, the car exploded and Jack was in it. The ambulance and firefighters came and tried to save him. Jack was taken to the hospital, all his family were waiting in the hospitals halls, the doctor came out and said ” thank god Jack is okay but … he got burned from the fire”. Jack’s face got burned and even half of his body .. his looks .. his hair.. everything is gone !

After 3 weeks Jack went back to school, everyone was talking about him and what happened, “hey Becky” Jack said. ” Oh umm .. Jack Hi” Becky said. ” How are you?” Jack said. ” I’m fine .. u ?” She said. ” I’m good” he said. ” Jack we need to talk ” she said. ” sure, lets go somewhere ” he said. Then they went out in the school’s field to talk ” Jack, I don’t think this is gonna work out anymore … ” Becky said. ” WHATT ?! … you’re leaving me cuz I lost my looks ?? Becky how can u leave me in a time like this ?!!” Jack said. “Jack I’m sorry .. goodbye” Becky said then went back to the school. Jack didn’t know what to do, he really loved Becky but “how can she do this to me?!! I guess she never loved me ” he said to him self .. then a girl stood in front of Jack and said ” Hey Jack .. Umm I heard what happened and I just wanna say that I’m happy that you are fine now “.” WOULD YOU STOP TALKING ABOUT IT !!! IM NOT FINE LOOK AT MEEE !!!!” Jack screamed. ” aa.. Sorry Jack I didn’t mean to bother you ..” then she turned around to leave ” Wait .. I’m Sorry, I’m really sorry its not your fault I just don’t feel good ! .. everyone is talking about me and about what happened and my friends don’t act like my friends anymore and Becky … she broke up with me” Jack said. ” I’m so sorry maybe I came in a wrong time” the girl said. ” no no its okay, so what’s you name?”Jack said. “I’m Taylor” she said.” So Taylor you wanna hang out some time?” Jack said.” As a date ?” Taylor said. ” you can just call it a hang out, cuz you’re a sweet girl … but if you don’t want its okay, I know it might be hard going anywhere with me now …” Jack said. ” no at all, sure we can ” Taylor said. ” Greatttt !! then meat you after school ” Jack said. ” Sure ” she said.

After school Jack and Taylor went to a movie, Jack was surprised why is she doing this? I’m not that popular guy anymore .. I wonder what is she thinking ..! weeks passed by, Jack and Taylor got closer, Jack felt something weird and didn’t know what it was. One day Jack went to Taylor’s house and rang the door bell, Taylor opened the door ” Jack what are you doing here ?” She said.” Taylor get dressed as fast as you can” Jack said. ” why? Where are we going?” Taylor said. ” TAYLOOOOR !! Don’t ask just hurry up ” he said. ” Okay Okay give me 10 minutes ” she said. Taylor got dressed and went with Jack, she didn’t know where he was taking her. ” taylor take this and cover your eyes with it” Jack said. ” what ? why? Where are we going ?” Taylor said. ” Come on Taylor just do it” he said. ” okay okay ;p ” she said. suddenly Jack stopped the car and opened the door for Taylor and helped her out the car, he opened her eyes and said “SURPRISEEEEEE !!!! Happy Birthday sweetie “. Taylor was Shocked, it was a Yacht with a big ribbon on it ” JACKK  what is this ?!!” Taylor said. ” this is your birthday gift, we are going to go on it for three days just me and you” jack said. ” OMG !! Jack your crazy  my parents wont let me” Taylor said.” I already asked them and they said its okay” he said. ” OMG !! this is the best gift I’ve ever had !!! Jackkk thank you !!!!<3″ she said. ” Your welcome this is the least I can do for you” he said. they went on the yacht and started the trip, that night they were looking at the sky ” look at the stars they are so beautiful” Taylor said. ” not as beautiful as you” Jack said. Taylor’s cheeks turned red. ” Taylor can I talk to you about something?” Jack said. ” Sure” she said. ” Taylor I wanna thank you for everything you’ve done for me, without you I wouldn’t have had my confidence back, you know when I was in the car that day and the fire was all around me, it was really painful but its nothing to the pain that I felt when I lost my friends and the girl that I thought I loved” Jack said. ” thought you loved ?” Taylor said. ” Yeah .. Taylor I didn’t love Becky I didn’t know what love was, I thought it was just being with a girl and parting with her all night but now I know what love is … that’s when I met you.. Taylor I love you !” he said. ” Jack at School I didn’t know you well, but now I do .. ur an angle !! I don’t care how you look all I care about is your heart.. that’s why fell in love with ;$” Taylor said. ” do you really love me?” Jack said. ” so much ;$” Taylor answered … Taylor and Jack had fun on the trip, Finally he told her whats in his heart and she told him what in her’s .

One day while jack was walking Taylor to her house after school ” Taylor I have something to tell you” he said. “Sure, whats up ?” Taylor said. “Next week I’m going to do plastic surgery” Jack said. ” Oh, that’s great is it dangerous ?” Taylor asked. ” well it might be, and I don’t know how my face will turn out but I’m sure its gonna be better than now” Jack said. “I wanna be there with you can I ?” Taylor asked. ” Sure I really want you there, I want you to be the first person I see when I wake up” Jack said. ” and I will don’t worry ;*” she said.

On the day of the surgery, Taylor and all Jacks Family where there with him, before Jack got in the operation room he went to Taylor and said ” Taylor will you marry me ?”. Taylor was shocked ” are you crazy jack we are 18″ she said. ” lool I know, I don’t mean marry me now, I just want an answer cuz when I go inside I want to be sure that out that room the reason that I live is waiting for me and will accept me no matter what the results of the surgery are” Jack said. ” Yes yes yes … Jack I love you and I’ll be with you in every step you take” Taylor said. Then Jack got on the bed and the nurses took him to the operation room. everyone was waiting for the surgery to end specially Taylor she was so worried about him.

Hours later the doctor came out and said ” the operation ended successfully and you can go see him in his room, but don’t wake him let him rest”. Taylor Rushed to Jacks room and saw him, his face was covered she can only see his eyes. She pulled a chair and sat next to his bed and laid her head on his bed and held his hand .. she was really tired to she slept on his bed. “sweetie wake up” Jack said as Taylor opened her eyes. ” Jack how do you feel?” She asked. ” Great but a little tired, Taylor you slept here all night ?!” Jack asked. ” Yeah, i wanted to be the first person you see <3 ” she answered.

A week later everyone was in the room with Jack, the doctor was ready to uncover his face and see the results. “Jack are you ready?” the doctor asked. “No wait, Taylor come here .. I want you to see my face first” Jack said. ” Okay sweetie” She said as she held his hand. The doctor uncovered Jacks face, ” Taylor what do you think?” Jack said. She was silent for a moment then said ” Jack I think you got your looks Back “. The doctor handed Jack a mirror, ” wow, Doctor you did I great job ;D!!” Jack said. The Results were amazing, he doesn’t look like before but its much better than having a burned face, at least no one would look at him in weird way when he walks in the street anymore. Then Taylor gave him a kiss on his check ” This his the first kiss on your new face (A)” she said. Jack smiled and pulled her close ” I would’ve never done this without ..” he said. Then he hugged her and cried on her shoulder. ” and the first tear that runes on my new face is cuz I feel like the luckiest man alive” .

A Message from Jack to all the readers .. Dear Readers, if I haven’t got drunk and fell of the road and burned my face now I’d be somewhere parting and dancing with girls and would still be with Becky, But I’m thankful for having that accident, if it wasn’t for the accident I would have never met Taylor and wouldn’t be the luckiest man alive right now I would’ve never known what true love was, so don’t ever be sad about something bad that happens to you, you don’t know maybe it would change your life and make you more happy just like what happened to me. I wish you all great lived filled with good luck and family and friends who love you for who you are, and a person that would love you through what ever just like my Taylor.

A Message From Noufa: La tkrho shy2n l3lh 5air lkom ;** 

* The end *

Have you ever met your soul ?! … weird question right?
what is your soul ? and how does it look like? … I really don’t have an answer !
but I’m going to tell you what I think a soul is …
your soul is YOU ! .. it’s your personality, your brain and your heart !
 
it’s funny how people always saw word like ( Heartbreak – heartless – big heart – strong heart ) when all the heart does is pump blood to your body parts. I don’t think that what we feel comes from our heart … I think it comes from our souls! Cuz as I said your soul is you, so it’s the one that feels all these things not your heart … they might use these statements cuz the heart is the organ we can’t live without. But we also cant live without our soul … your soul is your identity, its really you ! your body is just a shape nothing more ..
if  you had a toy and it didn’t have any battery in it what’s the use of it ?!
just like your body, without a soul its not worth nothing ..

We always think that our brains are the things that makes us creative and smart .. but I don’t think that’s right … creativity comes from within the person from his heart and as I said his heart is his soul … it’s what makes us special …
There could never be two people in the world that are the same … cuz  every soul is special !
god put in everybody something that no one else has !!

A lot of people go on trips to try to know themselves right? … but why ?!
why go far ? … just take a minute .. and think deep down .. who am I ?
that’s when your soul answers … to be happy you have to know yourself … know who you really are … know what is special about you !! That will happen when you met your soul and be honest with your self !

Yesterday I met my soul, and today I know who I am … and now I’m sure that nothing can stand in my way! … Make your soul your best friend, that’s when you really know what your worth !!

P.S : this might not make sense with some of you … cuz I didn’t know how to describe ! … just keep looking…

Days later Angela went to the studio to record her new song, when she reached the studio her manager told her that they got an awesome guitar player. Angela was so excited to meet him cuz she loved the song so much and wanted it to be a hit and with this fames guitar player it will. “Angela this is the guitar player” Angela’s Manager said. Angela looked at him in a shock and said ” Mike what are you doing here? “. ” I guess you know each other ” the manager said. ” yeah we do, could you leave us for a minute” Angela said. ” sure, as u like” the manager said and went out. “Mike what the hell don’t you understand? .. I don’t wanna see you I cant take it !! Isn’t it enough what you did to me?!!” Angela said. ” Angela please can you just listen to me? Give me 5 minutes just 5 !” Mike said. ” okay okay .. just 5 minutes” Angela said. ” Ange Listen I’m gonna make everything clear .. when I told you that my dad was sick I lied, I was the one who was sick and had to go to the doctors in Paris and that’s why I didn’t call cuz I was in the hospital, I tried to call but they took my phone away and when I came back I had to see you and then I disappeared and told my friends to not say a word about it cuz I didn’t want you to see me weak, I’ve always said that I’ll be your superman and that I’ll always protect you, I cant let you see me sick and powerless .. and I also didn’t want you to have a hard time when you know about my sickness I cant take seeing you cry I didn’t wanna hurt you, I didn’t know that I hurt you even more when I left .. and you ask why im back now ? im back cuz im cured and not sick anymore, for 4 years I kept all the feeling inside and it killed me everyday that Im missing you, im so sorry I really am and if you don’t want to take be back that’s okay but I didn’t want you to think that I left for no reason” Mike said. ” Mike what are you saying ?!! how could you not tell me?? I said I’ll stand by your side no matter what and I can help you through all the hard times ” Angela said. ” Angela its not your fault, I chose this not you .. I just wish you would take be back .. Angela I love you” Mike said. Angela’s eyes where full of tears when she heard those three words that she haven’t heard for years and said ” Mike I’m sorry .. I should’ve been with you even if you didn’t want me to and … I .. I love you !!”. Mike smiled and hugged ” Angela would you take be back ?” he said. ” I thought you’d never ask” Angela said. <3

I wanna hold your hand when I’m scared
I wanna wear your jacket when I’m Clod
I wanna lay my head on your chest and hear your heart Beat

I want you to say that you love me
I want you to make me smile
Whenever I’m sad or happy I want you there by my side

It wasn’t easy living my life without you
It’s like there was no hope for me to find you
But that’s all over cuz I’ve got you And I’ll never let you go

Your gonna stay, right here in my heart
Your gonna stay, we’ll never be apart
And there’s no way you’re gonna go
I’m sure you won’t leave me alone
Take my hand and never let go

They were perfect, they never had fights and always together mike even helped her to make her dream come true .. Angela always wanted to be a singer, they would sit in front of the camp fire and he would play his guitar and she would sing :’)!

One day Angela and mike were out, Angela could see that mike wasn’t okay she asked him what was wrong , ” well, my dad is sick and I need to go out of the country for a while” mike said. ” why, what wrong with ur dad ?” Angela said. ” I don’t know, all I know is that the doctor said he has to go to Paris and there the doctors will tell us whats with him .. I’m so sorry but I have to go ” mike said. ” no its okay don’t be sorry, now just be with your dad that’s all that matter and I’m here for you don’t worry no matter what I’ll always be by your side <3 ” Angela said.
the next day Mike was off to Paris with his dad.  3 weeks passed and mike didn’t call, Angela got really worried, she tried to connect with him in ways but nothing worked. A week later mike got back, Angela could see he changed when he first saw her, he said ” Angela I missed you so much how are you?”. ” Great .. I missed you too <3 how are you and how is your dad ?” Angela said. ” I’m okay and my dad is still sick but a little better” Mike said. ” oh I hope he gets well soon <3 .. but mike why didn’t you call ?” Angela said. ” I dunno ..” mike said. ” you don’t know  :S what is that suppose to mean ” Angela said. ” no its just I was busy and stuff” mike said.” But you should’ve called L” Angela said. “I’m sorry I promise it wont happen again” mike said. ” I love you” Angela said. ” I love you too” mike said … Angela knew there was something wrong mike would never forget her .

Two days later Angela called mike but he didn’t answer, she called him every day and left him msgs on his voice mail but wouldn’t answer, she went to his place but no one was there. She called his friends and asked them about him, they said he was fine. If he was fine then why don’t he answer his phone? … she tried to make excesses but it didn’t work its been a month now and he doesn’t answer .. she had to accept the fact .. HE IS GONE !

She fell apart and couldn’t believe he would do this, why ? what did i do wrong? I was with him and was by his side in his worst time, we were so close he cant do this to me L!

Angela tried to focus on her future and forget about mike but with every song she sang he was always there in her mind and in every song it would be about him. Years later after a lot of hard work Angela became a popular song artist and her album  was a hit !
while Angela was in her dressing room getting ready to go on stage for her first concert her phone rang, she answered ” Hello”. ” Hey Ange it’s me mike, lsn before you close the phone just listen to what I wanna say plzz .. Angela im so sorry I was wrong and I shouldn’t have done what I did, believe me now I regret it and im here in the concert cant wait to see you, maybe we can meet and  catch up” mike said. ” why do you regret it? Cuz im fames now ? .. Mike you hurt me so bad !! and after 4 years you come and say your sorry? You think I’m gonna take you back?” Angela said. ” no no its not your fame, I just want you back and hope you would give me one more chance to make things right” mike said. ” make things right? MIKE ITS BEEN 4 YEARS !! if you really wanted me cuz of me you would’ve called before not now ! mike I forgive you before you even said sorry, cuz I knew you well and couldn’t believe you did this to me, its killing me everyday I just wanan know why .. but you know what I wont ask you why, cuz I know if I asked you’ll hurt me more cuz you don’t have an answer .. if you came back cuz I’m fames now  that’s so childish of you and if you want be back cuz you miss me I think its too late ”  then she closed the phone .. she burst in to tears and all the pain came back since she heard his voice .. she took a paper and started writing

” 20 minutes on stage” a man said. Angela wiped her tears and fixed her makeup and went on stage and said ” Hey everyone I wanna thank you all for coming today it means a lot to me, I wanna start with a song that I wrote just minutes ago .. I hope you like it “. then she went to the piano and sang ..

When I heard your voice everything just came crashing back
it hurts so much like my heart was under attack
cuz when your memories came back
suddenly I fell off track
and the now the pain is back .. yeah its back

I thought I was over you but now its clear that im not
yeah I’m still missing you, no baby I never forgot
but you hurt me bad, now you wanna come back but that I cant do
I cant take you back in my life even if my heart is still lovin you

You weren’t there when I fell apart
weren’t there when I worked so hard
weren’t there when my life turned around
I was alone but I stood my ground

Now look at me, I’m the best I can ever be
I found my way ,I made a sound
and if I took you back that will bring me down
im sorry but I don’t wanna be hurt again
so sorry but I cant take the pain again

He said : I touched your hand, your cheeks turned red, when I saw that beautiful smile I swear my heart could melt.

She said : when you looked at me, I was so shy, I felt my heart maybe stopped for a while.

 He said : girl you know that you’re a part of me, and after this I think I could never leave. You took my soul, you stole my heart, shorty I’ll do what ever you want.

She said : you know that you are the reason of my happiness, I cant live without you I gusee that I stole your heart cuz you stole mine first, when you first looked at me I never thought a man like you could even exists.

He said : baby there is something I wanna tell you, you gotta know about all the feelings I’m having for you, the night gets so dark and lonely when I’m not with you, would you please come and light up my life?, be my sun girl, be my wife, here I am on one knee , I promise I’ll be the best man I can be, you know how much I love you baby, would you please marry me :$?

She said : my heart is yours you didn’t have to ask, I wanna be with you and our love forever will last. Yes I will be your wife, yes I’ll spend with you the rest of my life <3 !

[ Part 2 ] .. The Wedding Day <3!

He said : i cant wait to see you in that beautiful white dress, but before we go on i’ve got samethin to confess … i admit that im a little scared of our future life, cuz today is the day that you will be my wife … i dont know if i can be all you want me im afraid i cant be the man of your fantasy.

She said : you shouldn’t be scared at all cuz you know that my heart is yours and you are my all, i could never find a better guy to take my heart so baby dont you be scared , we will have a new start..

He said : girl you know your my star you light my way, i’ve got nothing else to say … i cant wait till we say i do, now im so sure that i wanna live my life with you.

She said : i just realized that im the luckiest girl in the world, i have a guy that i dont know if i deserve, you make me smile, you make me laugh, you show me love that i’ve never felt some times i think to myself if im really the one .. cuz you deserve an angle not a human

He said : and who said your human ? girl your sent from above, i dont know how you hide you wings but i can see that shine halo, maybe its a sing god sent you to mine … baby just say i do ..

She said : i do .. and i promise to be faithful and never lie till the last breath i take, till i die

He said : i do .. i’ll put you in my heart and make sure i dont get hurt baby i’ll protect you 

* and now I pronounce you husband and wife <3 *

[ Part 3 ] .. In the Hospital <3!

He said : the happiness in my heart is some thing I cant describe, when I look at those pretty eyes I feel this special vibe <3

 She said : I know she is so beautiful , that smile is so irresistible .. when I see her I remember you, I remember when I was lost and found you <3

He said : I can’t believe I’m holding an angle that is beautiful just like her mother, I want you both I don’t want another, I have two angles am I in heaven ?

She said : I hope we can make her the happiest girl alive, cuz now she is the reason that we both should survive, through all the hard times we’ll be strong as long as we are together <3

He said : did you hear that my little angle? Did you see our love <3 I wish that you’ll find the guy you deserve, I’m a lucky man now that I have you two, and I know if he has found you he’ll be a lucky man too <3 !

I know a little girl like me cant change the world, but it hurts me when I see people change they way they did ! hearts have been broken, families are separated, friends lose each other that shouldn’t be happening, in the past there were wars and victims and hate but now even brothers have become enemies, why ?!

Now we have technology and a lot of things that weren’t in the past, why aren’t we using them in the right way? Why do we always blame other people for our mistakes?!
This world is not just yours or mine; it’s for billions of other people too . If everyone just thought to themselves and discovered who they really are this world will be better, because I believe that no one is born evil, there is good in every persons heart but he can turn this good to bad with is actions. I’m sick of losing friends and sick of hate and lies and problems and I know you are too .. I’m just trying to be a perfect girl, trying to fix this crazy world.